Tears

There are days
days when you just wake from wrong side of the bed
and then everything is solemn
wind blows and you dont notice it at all
u feel that u will just start to weep
but u dont
so the day remains blue
u lookout for your friends
with whom you can talk
but everyone seems to be busy
and everything seems to be gloomy
chances of you being happy are bleak
if they exist at all
but suddenly rain starts to fall
drops move along kissing your cheeks
and you start to feel the love
you start to feel
as if someone is talking to you
saying the side of the bed was not wrong
you just assumed it to be wrong

Still there

Stil hearing your voice calling me
Still see your eyes looking at me
I try to close my ears
I try to close my eyes
Still hearing your voice calling me
Still see your eyes looking at me
I look outside from my window
I try to eat my breakfast
Still hearing your voice calling me
Still see your eyes looking at me
I listen to my heart beats
I feel some of them missing in between
I try to hear your voice
I try to look into your eyes
I find my mising beats in your eyes
I can hear them calling me

Envy

I dont know why I have written this. I dont know what it means. I was just sitting near the sea in Mumbai and wrote whatever came to my mind.

Envy
i envy sea waves which strike those black stones
change their direction at their own will
i wish i were a part of them
enjoying the ride as it came
not thinking about the rights and wrongs
keeping myself away from shore of people
rising to another level in my dreamy nights
have a view of the moon like no one else does
kiss the winds blowing in the night
move deep down when i wanna be alone
come to shore when i see you
in state of envy though i may be
why there is a voice that is stopping me
taking me to a track i dont know whether i wanna go
i dont wanna think about
i look at those sea waves
wonder whether they can think
i envy them