One unique behaviour of emotional people is meltdown ... Meltdown occurs when relationship reaches a stage when there is an excess of emotions ... the emotions can be on either extremes too much love or anger ... the same thing does not happen for a person who is not that emotional ...an emotional person is ready to start afresh with a clean slate after the meltdown .. a non emotional person because does not reach the meltdown stage can never have a fresh start and is always buried deep down in grudgs and history
Just came out after watching Tanu weds Manu 2nd time and am totally awestruck with what an amazing job Kangana has done in the movie. When you watch the movie for the first the time dialogues are what you like the most ... but when you watch it again and the newness of the dialogues is no longer there .. Datto is what draws you into the movie ..and then just stays with you ... I mean Datto has been so beautifully portrayed by Kangana .. that you just fall in love with her .. by the way playing haryanvi character is no slamdunk ... even Randeep Hooda came nowhere close to Kangana in his movie Highway .. even though he is a haryanvi jatt himself .. there are just too many things that can go wrong when a non-haryanvi tries to act haryanvi .. sometimes its diction or sometimes the mannerisms are just not there ... but what Kangana has done is no mean feat .. whether its dialogues or mannerisms .. also there is so much attention to detail whether you look at her watch or nike shoes or the first scene in which she is wearing track suit (i can bet you can a see some one wearning a blue color track suit at least once a day in rohtak) .. is its amazing how she makes an ordinary looking character so charming and makes you fall for her .. hats off Kangana ..
So after a long time I went to eat in an office canteen. Seeing so many good looking girls around, reminded me of something we (a group of friends) used to do while having our lunch. There were a number of girls we used to see when we went to canteen. Because we didn't know their names we had assigned some arbitrary names to them. Just trying to remember some names
Ass-A - Kind of self explanatory. This girl was too thin except for a particular body part.
Butter Chicken, Kadhai Chicken - These two girls were always together. One was very fair kind of sweet hence named butter chicken. The second one was not very fair but looked spicy so kadhai chiecken.
Tangdi Kabab - O Man, those legs!
Gamle - (vase) - if good looking girls are flowers then gamle is the word for not so good looking ones
The eyes those eyes
eyes of love
my love
eyes that suck you in
eyes that you can never let go
eyes that make you cry
eyes that make your heart become heavy
eyes that make you smile
eyes that show me a world that I belong to
eyes
where are those eyes
For years I kept looking for someone
who would make me feel the meaning of this day
Then I forced myself to believe that
this is what the day means
and now with you in my heart
inseparable with the bond that ties us together
I now understand why I should celebrate this day
Happy Valentine's Day ...
There is one scene in the movie when the lead pair take a bus ride back home. Parineeti just keeps loooking at Siddharth without saying anything. You can't act better than that. That one scene for me defines Parineeti's acting in the movie. Her eyes make you belive her love for Sidharth. Isnt that what acting is all about, making you believe what is happening on screen is true and real. I guess these are the moments which I watch movies. For that one scene one moment you can forget everything else that is happening around you and feel what the actor is feeling. True love, total bliss.
When its in the eyes You dont need the words When its in the air You just need to breathe
So soon he would retire, we would no longer be able to see him on the field. For some one like me whose most of the childhood memories are some how inseparably linked to his innings on the field that would be a terrible terrible loss. I am not sure whether Indian team would miss him or not. What I would certainly miss is discussing about him, talking about him. I would miss analyzing his first few shots, thinking whether he is playing like old Sachin, Sachin of 98 etc.
My earliest memory of him is of Hero cup in 1993. Those days watching of day/night cricket had become a family event. I remember my two uncles discussing when Sachin offered to bowl the last over. And what an over it was Sachin defended a meager target in last over. The match ended with one my uncles saying only Sachin could have saved the match.
Still even after that match I didn't much enjoy watching cricket, so while I was busy in my childhood activities years passed. The first time I watched him bat was on the day of "Holi" (1994) when he opened the innings for the first time in one day cricket. I used to be scared of Holi festival so had nothing else to do but sit at home. For the first time I sat alone at home watching a cricket match. (Later this was favorite thing to do). Little master went on to score 82 runs of 49 balls. He played all round the park. I fell in love with for all the shots, leg glances, flicks, powerful cover drives, punches of the back foot, dancing down the wicket against seam bowlers. I remember watching all the replays of that match for next few months.
So I started watching all India matches, like everyone else during that time wanted Sachin to score a century. Its hard to imagine now that it took him 79 matches to score his first century. It was not one of his best innings, but i was elated. (Srilankan pitches are the worst for one day cricket in any case)
when all the letters have been torn up
and the lips are dry
the eyes would be moist
and what would be left
me with a sense of you
and you with a form of mine
between our distance it it would lie
the love which could have been longer
but was not meant to be
Sawaal ab bharose ka nahi
Sawaal ab us berukhi par nahi
Sawaal samay ke kam hone par nahi
Sawaal judi hui dhadkano ki doori par hai
Sawaal neendo ke adhuri hone par hai
sawaal to ab apne yakeen par hai
Sawaal to apne sawaalon ki mozudgee par hai
In the middle of a conversation
just when I was about to say what I always wanted to
she left without a word
leaving the door ajar as if to return
the door is still open
but now what is left to say
my words are still out there
peeking at the door
wondering whether they have the courage
to turn the knob
Looking at the sea
Looking at the infinity
When you are so small
Small and insignificant
It all comes down
So clear and crystal
That life can be beautiful
As pure as the water below you
Or it can be sad
Like the dead stones around it
Waves come and go
But its a small distance
Between those sad stones
And the happiness of the waves
You just have to take a leap of faith
And let the show go on
Because it must go on
raat aur khamoshi ka kaisa hai yeh saath
is andhere me dil ko bas ek hi aas
subeh ki pehli kiran hi bhuja paayegee uski pyaas
lekin kaise kare woh raat ki lambaai bardaasht
jab tak yakeen me na badle subeh ke aane ka ehsaas
Beer is the wordl's most widely consumed alcoholic beverage, that's what wikipedia says, and I agree.. I know there is something wrong with the word world but I am not in a state to figure that out, so do me a favour correct it when you read it. While I am writing this BB king is running in the background and he is saying the thrill is gone, I want to go to that particular tab of chrome and tell him, that's not true but I am not in a state to figure that out. Someone posted something about Tulips@home and I am quite sure there was movie dialogue about Tulip in a hollywood movie which I really liked, but I am not able to figure out which movie it was, can you help me here? I know it was a romantic movie, thats why I remember the dialogue. Don't you know I like love stories, yeah I do. Do you think the prettier the heroine (or hero depending upon what your sex is or what your orientation is) the better the love story? I have one more beer can in my refrigerator (I hope the spelling came out right, there us no red underline but who knows!!!), should I open it or not, I am not able to figure it out. Where was I, hmmmmm yeah Tuips, someone one google says he named his dog Tulip well good for him.
"How blue can you get", thanks BB, I will meet you as soon as I find the tab you are in. I was watching Homeland series last two nights and in a sleep deprived state, should I sleep? I am not able to figure it out.
Also I want to say, Ghalib you are great
aa ki merii jaan me.n qaraar nahii.n hai
taaqat-e-bedaad-e-intazaar nahii.n hai
dete hai.n jannat hayaat-e-dahar ke badale
nashshaa baa_andaazaa-e-Khumaar nahii.n hai
giriyaa nikaale hai terii bazm se mujh ko
haaye! ki rone pe iKhtiyaar nahii.n hai
ham se abas hai gumaan-e-ranjish-e-Khaatir
Khaak me.n ushshaq kii Gubaar nahii.n hai
dil se uThaa lutf-e-jalvaa haaye ma_anii
Gair-e-gul aa_iinaa-e-bahaar nahii.n hai
qatl kaa mere kiyaa hai ahad to baare
vaaye! agar ahad ustavaar nahii.n hai
tuu ne qasam mai_kashii kii khaa_ii hai 'Ghalib'
terii qasam ka kuchh aitabaar nahii.n hai