Envy

I dont know why I have written this. I dont know what it means. I was just sitting near the sea in Mumbai and wrote whatever came to my mind.

Envy
i envy sea waves which strike those black stones
change their direction at their own will
i wish i were a part of them
enjoying the ride as it came
not thinking about the rights and wrongs
keeping myself away from shore of people
rising to another level in my dreamy nights
have a view of the moon like no one else does
kiss the winds blowing in the night
move deep down when i wanna be alone
come to shore when i see you
in state of envy though i may be
why there is a voice that is stopping me
taking me to a track i dont know whether i wanna go
i dont wanna think about
i look at those sea waves
wonder whether they can think
i envy them